What frustrates you? What shortens your fuse the fastest? Or what discourages you most quickly?
I'll tell you that what is frustrating my at this particular moment is the fact that I let it all come back. I sat around on my ass and did nothing while over 55 pounds crept back up on the scale (and rather quickly I might add, so I sat back and vigorously did nothing). I'm frustrated that I back in a size 20 and I'm frustrated that my arms jiggle. I'm rather pissed off that my back hurts most days and that I can't really bend over well to tie my shoes. I'm angered that it's so expensive to eat healthier and the bottom line at the grocery store only exacerbates that anger. I hate that the things I've taught myself to love to eat over the years aren't the right choices.
I don't want to go on and on like some Willy Winer, but man... I am just frustrated right now. And dissappointed in myself for allowing it to happen. I think this is coming out right now because it's the weekend. The 2 days that I have the hardest time not eating until I am sick. I like to stay up late on Fridays and Saturdays, but have a hard time not munching and munching and munching during the process.
I have got to get over this... I have got to find a way to stop these bad habits. Mind over matter right? *sigh*
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